I haven't really got into the swing of things regarding this blog, and since no-one has read my blog, it's ok! LOL
Why do people, including me, have the urge or desire to blog anyways? Do we somehow need or crave an audience? Or do we just want to share our thoughts with others who may be interested in the same things as us? I really don't know the answer to that question, even for myself.
Well, I am currently unemployed. I wasn't fired or made redundant. In fact, I haven't really ever had a 'real' job in my life........and I am going to be 27 soon. Yes, I know. You don't have to tell me (you non-existent readers lol), I know I am a loser. But you know what? I am ok with that. I mean, I do want to work but just am not able to right now... the reason? I have M.E. You may not know what this is or think it's not a real disease but somehow I have all the symptoms..... and it's kind of ruining my life. I have not even been officially diagnosed but whatever. I don't particularly like doctors... well GPs to be exact. Well, the ones I went to anyways!
All my life I've had issues with my health. People may think I am a hypochondriac but I don't particularly care because these issues with my health are very real to me and I have to deal with them on a day to day basis.
Wow, that got depressing real fast. Anyways, I don't even know why I am writing this here... It may come back to bite me in the behind later....well, I can always delete this later... haha.....
Anyways, I am going on a 1 yr trip to Asia. I currently live in England. I am going to attempt to film a documentary about my national indigenous heritage. I am hoping that this journey will result in me finding my purpose in life and to reinvigorate me.
I'll write more soon and post up updates on my voyage. LOL... Not that anyone will read this...but meh.
xxxxxxx
Jasmine
